I’M THE MAN, I’M THE MAN, I’M THE MAN is often the affirmation I recite when I’m pushing through personal boundaries. It’s also the self-defining chorus lyrics from singer Aloe Blacc’s 2014 hit song, “The Man”. It’s a personal favorite and anthem of mine that speaks of self-love, determination, and empowerment. It was also showcased in Beats by Dre’s “Hear What You Want campaign” and commercial in the same year featuring former San Francisco 49’er quarterback, Colin Kaepernick. The ad places the now accidental activist in a setting where he’s approaching presumably an opposing team’s stadium on game day. As the team bus pulls up to the curb and comes to a stop, the jeers and taunts of over zealous fans begin to get Colin’s attention.
The shouts of “Get out of here”, “you suck” are repeated incessantly. There is even one fan (actor) urinating on the tire of the bus, further showing the crowd’s disdain for the NFL star. Colin is resolute. He is almost statuesque in appearance in his ability to be completely unbothered by the angry mob that awaits him. To them, he has invaded their space and with venom in their chants, they are determined to unnerve Colin with their focus on his shortcomings. It doesn’t faze the player one bit, for it is they, the diehard fans of the opposing team that is disturbing his peace and focus. Colin reaches for his Beats Headphones and we now queue in the intro for “The MAN”. As Colin gets off the bus, he proceeds to walk into the stadium. The taunts and screams continue but all you hear is, the lyrics of the song, “Well you can tell everybody, Yeah you can tell everybody, Go ahead and tell everybody, I’m the man, I’m the man, I’m the man, Yes I am, Yes I am, Yes I am.”
If we fast-forward to 2017, we know that the embattled, free agent super star is still without a team as the 2017-2018 football season approaches. It is not for lack of talent, ambition or desire, but rather something more arguably, and undetectably sinister. Colin Kaepernick is without a team for something we all should have seen foreshadowed in the 2014 Beat’s ad that quite frankly, went over all of our heads. Still lost? Well let me help you out a bit with additional lyrics of “The Man” (also featured in the commercial) that state “Somewhere I’ve heard that life is a test. I been through the worst, but I still give my best. God made my mold different from the rest. Then he broke that mold so I know I’m blessed (this is my world). Stand up now and face the sun, won’t hide my tail or turn and run, it’s time to do what must be done. Be A King when kingdom comes.” Colin appears to be silenced by the powers that be when he took a bold stand and a knee during the national anthem before games to protest the many incidents of police brutality and the unarmed victims of color who unfortunately, are no longer here to face the sun.
It would be a travesty to ignore their contribution to my current freedom by not inviting them to the table of discussion for equality. Not just for gay men of color, but for everyone who find himself or herself the recipient of insurmountable oppression and inequity.
A friend of mine a few months ago sent me a message on Facebook suggesting that I write about Colin and the trajectory of his career. He thought it would be a great idea to give my perspective as an openly gay black man who happens to be a huge football fan. I responded with saying, I did not think that the plight of Colin, nor the lack of interest within the league to sign him was a good fit for ruelon.com as it didn’t fit the narrative of what I was trying to accomplish with this platform.
I couldn’t have been more wrong. I had the opportunity to network with a few entrepreneurs recently in which I engaged in a conversation with another black gay man. He mentioned that he sometimes took issue with how we (gay black men) treated each other. He also mentioned that when it came to movement that created the acronym LGBTQ, it also seemed to him, to be not inclusive of people who do not fall into that category, yet are still compassionate to the struggle and have become formidable allies in the process.
I began to think about my vision of love and support for same gender loving men of color and how I may have excluded many people, straight people who have stood in support of my journey and me. It would be a travesty to ignore their contribution to my current freedom by not inviting them to the table of discussion for equality. Not just for gay men of color, but for everyone who find himself or herself the recipient of insurmountable oppression and inequity.
As a black man, a football fan, and lover of all people who boldly stand in truth even if it’s not popular, I will always be empathetic to anyone who cripples the foundation of hypocrisy and ignorance and be blatantly unapologetic about it!
How does this all tie into Colin Kaepernick? It’s actually simple if you dig deep enough. This is not the first time that Colin has made headlines by being in support of those with little to no voice. Also in 2014, Colin mentioned that a gay teammate would be welcome on the 49’ers roster explaining further that any player is there to win games. He goes on to add during the ESPN interview “No one cares if you’re black, white, straight, gay, Christian, Jewish, whatever it may be.” This was all in a response to a question asked by a reporter about his thoughts of then NFL draft prospect and openly gay, (SEC) Defensive Player of the Year, Michael Sam. It was then that I gained a new level of respect and also admiration for a marquee player (although not waving a rainbow flag) who would openly say something that embraced Sam despite that many around the country (and within the NFL) felt differently.
When it comes to the commonality that Colin I share, we are both men of color. We, regardless of our different sexual orientation, more than likely had, and will occasionally continue to have what Oprah described in a 2013 interview with Larry King as a “racist moment”. With all fame, notoriety, and big bank account Colin possesses, we are both faced with the brutal reality that at any given time across America, we can be pulled over by law enforcement, comply, but yet be treated in the most despicable of ways based on the color of our skin. Who am I not to stand with Colin when he has openly done so for so many others like myself on one of the biggest stages in the world? How could I not write on my own small platform about someone who may not share all of my struggles, but does with one of the biggest, most recognizable one that I cannot hide? I do proudly stand in support of Colin. As a black man, a football fan, and lover of all people who boldly stand in truth even if it’s not popular. I will always be empathetic to anyone who cripples the foundation of hypocrisy and ignorance and be blatantly unapologetic about it!
This past July 4th, Colin went to Ghana to tap into the very soul of what some may argue is what is driving him to activism. On his instagram post and video, we get a peek into what that visit was like which inspired him to write, “I felt their love, and truly I hope that they felt mine in return.” He also details in the post about tracing his ancestral African roots and states that he wanted to see what they (African ancestors on their way to becoming enslaved) saw before reaching the point of no return. In many ways, I feel as if I am witnessing something profound with the quarterback who also is at a point of no return. I’m not a pessimist by any means and do hope with all the football love in my blood, that he steps on the field once again. I do know that there is no turning back for him now. He will always be known as being the NFL player who decided for him that something in our world and judicial system wasn’t adding up. He then used his voice, celebrity, and considerable means to do something about it. He did what so many would not, talked about what others could not. I can personally relate to that on so many levels.
We will soon see what the future holds for Colin, or at least for this upcoming season. Although we can’t know for certain what is on the immediate horizon, we are now living in full view of his focus and how expansive it has become. He has emerged as a symbol of pride and pro-blackness in every sense of the word. He has fully embodied part of the second verse of Aloe Blacc’s The Man, “I’m a solider standing on my feet, no surrender and I won’t retreat, THIS IS MY WORLD.”
We can call the 2014 commercial for headphones, just that a commercial. We could also view it as insight into the person that Colin would eventually become, an individual that was determined to quiet the noise, focus on his purpose, speak the truth, all while exercising his right as an American to call out injustice. What was once a foreshadowing that went completely over our heads, is now a blatant acknowledgement by so many that Colin Kaepernick is still, THE MAN.